need

eventhough you're not here.
My emotions are fresh and new,
while wishing you were near...
Your smile makes me speechless,
for all I try to say,
it all sounds meaningless,
trying too hard to impress you some day...
So when that day arrives,
my heart happily will grow,
then you'll feel the vibes,
and of my feelings you'll know...
Yet I await and suffer,
hoping to be together...
Like bread and creammy butter,
I need you now! Forever...!!!
PS: I think this might be the very first bit by Mr.KOOLL in English.
Its not good poetry but recently refound it and reminded me of some very interesting times in my life.